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The Painless Search

Rhonda — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 18:38:39 +0000

Searching for a world where you don’t die from pain. Where love is the song the bird always sings. Where pain is never beauty because beauty is the same. Where things are free, and happiness remains. Where you are you and I am me. Where lives are spent together beneath the trees. Where it’s always sunny with a slightly warm breeze. Then I remember, how nice it is to dream. Here is the underlying truth, of you and me. In this world, my love for you is real. You are my hearts song; the beauty will be carried on, forever long. You brighten up all of my days; your inner and outer match just the same. You set my soul free of that ball and chain, my happiness with you shall always remain. I close my eyes, and feel your warm touch. I guess I was wrong, something I didn’t see. We will live on forever; I’ll carry you to my dreams. I live in this world; I’m sitting beneath this tree, where I buried you the day you went away from me. My love will bring me to you, so my head I lay down; it was always so simple, but I understand now. I close my eyes and await the rain to take me to you, without any pain.

A Thousand of Me

Rhonda — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 18:57:26 +0000

I, a product of nowhere; you brought me here. Somewhere I never thought I’d see. These feelings that I only dreamnt of, love and security, but when and how could that ever be. Now you, this picture you drew; black, whites and grays filled the page, but there was a colorful bond between you and me. Our red hearts jumped off the sheet, you’ve now given me true love that replaces all of my hopes and dreams. A queen, all yours, is what you made of me. This burning fire inside of me, has taken away who you know. I’m stuck, an unsettled soul. You see, you were the water to douse my flames, without you I burned to pieces; now the wind has swept me away. To an even more distant land; I have become something greater, I’m part of the sand. I feel you when you walk, these tracks I’ll keep forever because I can no longer hold your hand.

Intangible

Rhonda — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 22:51:39 +0000

Blindfolded by unknown yet familiar hands. I’m chosen like many…I recognize them, their touch, their ways…this aura that brings weakness to my knees almost instantaneously…they seem to have stolen my gravity, I’m floating…my eyes have automatically shut, my eyelids are heavy, heartbeat twice as fast…who do they belong to, I may search forever, I will continue to do so…so I say, now…but gravity has found me once again and I’ve fallen, hard and fast. The pain undeniable from my skin to my soul…help me know, help me understand, why at one point you’d be so sweet just to sour…you have no answer? No reason? Behind this ordeal that you created…just to destroy…I remember you came back to me, my dreams came second, it was my first real epiphany…this woman showed me, she showed me you…inside this beautiful glass device…I should have known, that first day you came, you grabbed my heart, not my soul.

The Love Gypsy

Rhonda — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 19:19:02 +0000

What seems to be an endless pathway has an undiscovered resemblance. Light tan dirt consisting of the widest array of beautifully toned pebbles. Each synonymous in their own way, but the big picture is an odd shade of gray. My feet prints have yet to be laid but sure enough with the wind being blocked by these paralleling trees, they are sure to stay. I won’t have to use my pointer; you’ll know I was here. With every other step it’s my heartbeat you’ll be sure to hear. Keep an ear close to the ground and my steps will not become a distant sound. One eye to the sky and you’ll see that I’m all around you…You have yet to find me, it won’t be easy because all you have is the present. Rain or shine, follow my signs, I assure you this path will lead you to me. Do you see where I’ve been? Look deeper, closer. There’s a fork in the road and you must choose. Do you know if I went right or left… or do you stand in the middle confused? Close your eyes and let your instincts kick in…If it’s meant to be, you’ll know which way to turn…not too much further, dare I say, I’m here waiting for you, until then my wandering has adjourned. Others have passed and more to follow, but my feet are planted until you come. My back will be to you, my eyes will be shut, but when you grab my hand, I’ll know you’re the one………………….