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I Told Me

Rhonda — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 01:35:06 +0000

Tell me how to move on from this heartbreak…tell me how to make this pain go away. Tell me how I stop loving you…tell me how to get out of this mood. My head is spinning and it won’t slow down. My eyes can’t focus and this frown will not turn upside down! This is crazy, this is all over you? Someone who was too prideful to ever be true. Now I’m sitting here looking like the fool… Now I’m gonna say this once and never again, you stop this nonsense, you move on from this! You did this you know, you made it true. You sat back and allowed this person to walk on you. Get up and go, move on with yourself! You stand up for you and turn off them songs! OK, I get it, it’s gone on far too long. I’m sorry, you, I’m the one that hurt you all along. I’m responsible because I let it go on, I never put my foot down, and I sang all the wrong songs. I had so many chances, to right all these wrongs; instead I stood there and watched as if I was already gone. I’m sorry I killed you before you could live, I hope one day you’ll forgive me and know I’ve learned from all this. You are my strength, I thank you for that, you are amazing, you, remember that.

These Bleeding Eyes

Rhonda — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 01:19:22 +0000

When I look at you, I can barely see…the person I once knew, the one in which I truly believed. You took my heart one day; you grabbed my hand…we walked together to a far away land. You were always there, you always knew…it’s like you were my heart, you made all my dreams come true. Right in front of me, yet so blinded I was…how could I not see all that this caused. You took me for granted, you wished me away…first you stole everything, now you’ve thrown it away. I want you to understand you, and who I was willing to be…this special person to you, together we would always be. Hopes and beliefs, now scattered in dreams…when I wake I don’t want to love you nor do I wish to see. Take my sight, take my dreams…I’m closing these wounds, I no longer bleed. You let me love you, I thought you loved me…I was promised a lifetime, and it all ended in a week. I did nothing for you because you did it for me…it happened for a reason, and that reason was me.

Love True

Rhonda — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 20:44:29 +0000

Win a fight to hold your place, but remember when it’s over; it’s yourself you face. You can pretend you’re happy by lying to me, but deep within you’ll never be. I once perceived you as so special, but I forgot you bleed the same as me. If you strip me of physicality’s and feelings all the way through, our only difference is a gene pool. You’re not better than me, despite your pride and what you visualize to be true. You hurt people to feel better because it’s you that truly hates you. You see beauty in me, but there will always be a fight, because someone has something I don’t, that’s just life. Contentment speaks volumes, I’ve learned to compromise, but for once I’d rather you love without your eyes. It’s like living in a dark world with no lights, or choosing one by their hearts with only a description beside. To me you’re beautiful, that has always been true, but I see and love you with my heart, there was no rulebook that led me to you. What works for me may not be the same for you, intrigued by love, redefined by you. Before you was different and if there’s an after, it’ll be that same way too. Led by love, you want it to be true, but try this love, being loved by truth.