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It all sank in, this one day I looked at you. I realized this was a joke, your feelings were never true. You made me feel special, I felt vibrant and alive…then you locked me away and watched me die. I sat down all alone and I cried. I waited for you to realize the mistake you had made, but you never came back, you just went away. I never did you wrong, nor were my feelings untrue, my heart smiled every time I thought about you. You were my pride, my joy, and my heart…I wouldn’t have believed anyone if they told me one day we would be apart. You were my other half, you completed me, the best thus far… but you gave that all up, it was so easy for you…but why? How? It really was never hard? The night I begged for you to stay with me, I’ve never cried so hard… I wanted you to stay so bad…you truly hurt my heart. You could have shot or stabbed me and that would have been better, because I lost a part of me that’s gone forever. I know I shouldn’t care and hold you as high as I do, but I can’t help that my heart and soul deeply loved you. I know I’ll be happy again one day, I’ll be able to walk around with a deserving smile on my face…but the thought of that happiness not being shared with you, is what keeps me from saying to someone else, I do. I dedicated my life to you, now I’m lost and I don’t know what to do. In the shower I cry to hide my tears, I step out just to find you there…this was all but a dream and you told me not to worry…my heart found again them missing flurries… I felt my dead heart revive; you told me you loved me and we had each other until we were old…I woke up two days later all alone and shivering cold.