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You had me. Bonded. Not by my hands and feet, but my heart and mind. You pulled me in and watched me dream; night after night, hopelessly. My devotion to you was astounding, I never saw otherwise. You were me and I was you. I would have signed on the dotted line, with blood from my own veins. I’m older now; you can’t fool me. Perspective… there’s a part in my brain that I colored red; that’s where you always went, you gave me hope. Then I shaded you white, you were so pure, you would never do me harm. Followed by blue, your ability to carry me through gave me my stability. If you ask me now, I don’t hate you, its just distrust in you. I color you black, I doubt I need to explain. No, you’re not an evil being that does harm on purpose, but your existence is meaningless. You’ve gotten me a few times, I’m recovering from that, but I promised myself I won’t go back. Don’t laugh at me; I can do it, whether or not you believe. I don’t want you here, I rather you leave. Exit quickly and don’t look back! Wait a minute…what am I saying…wait…come back. Sit, stay, and don’t leave. Epiphany…it’s me that I see…I did wrong, simply because I chose to believe.